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Sunday, March 30, 2008,

Admin comm!

heh testing putting photos

someone help me find a new blogskin..

the pictures took soo long to upload lah.


Save me from this road I'm on,
5:41 AM


Saturday, March 29, 2008,

i suspect ppl who i don't know read this are reading this.

stop it.

i need to put a password on this.


Save me from this road I'm on,
12:00 AM


Wednesday, March 26, 2008,

haha this week i feel as if i've been finding all means to slack. and sometimes im not in class. always with lawrence and theodore haha! and sometimes jeremiah. the plan is stupid its like.

person a: why are u in the canteen?
lawrence: ohhh. i was too hungry! i haven't eaten for 3 days! my mum refused to give me money so i couldn't buy food! then i begged and begged for money and no one gave me money! then today i suddenly found money on the floor! thats why i had no other option but to come here immediately and buy food!

and the expected result?

person a: ohh you poor thing! nvm its okay that you're here and not in class!

heh. serious ehh.

maybe i should stay in class more often. but theres too many events going on! eg.

Lawrence: AAAH MY BANDAGE CAME OFFF! I HAVE TO SEE THE MATRON

haha lawrence dropped a 10kg plank on his toe and his nail came off and theres like a hole there with blood eew with alot of stitches. oh well. i'll remember next time if lawrence pisses me off i'll just step on his toe i guess

hahah 2morow both ksl and psk are away. haha. awww so sad D: HAHAHAHAH.

on a bright side, i finished my journeys end essay. heh i admit alot of the ideas were plagerised heh. but then i have to do some chinese thingy so sian.

2morow's the marvel vs capcom competition! i shall emerge, the victor! none can defeat me muahahaha! my fatass combo (kk only ppl who've played the game understand) consisting of hulk and zangief shall prevail. and also the fact that i can use virtually all the characters shall propel me to victory over andre and joseph! muahahaha. but all andre and joseph use are wolverine, spiderman. they at least choose one every game =.= so sian.

haha. now i thin im growing fatter and fatter. bong its your fault. everytime u talk to me every night, u talk about food. then u make me hungry and i have to eat. then i don't play soccer every recess anymore.

oh well. sch is a little better now. but life still sucks heh
gr. D:
play wahjong on viwawa!
sigh.


Save me from this road I'm on,
4:58 AM


Saturday, March 22, 2008,

hm. quizes are suppose to be fun so i'll do one haha



1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
i don't have any scars. infact i've never been to hospital cause im sick
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
eer. pictures? haha my room is half yellow paint, half pink paint
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
nope. but according to jeremy i roll into him and kick him during camp when sleeping next to me
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
whatever i think that sounds nice lah! not screamo!
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
no idea. 26th january 1993? haha duno the time
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
hm. sigh. duno.
7.WHAT DO YOU MISS?
don't ask me.
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
prized possession? JESUS! YAY! OWN YOU
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
not sure. in sec one i was 174, sec 2 i was 173, this year 172?! LIES IM NOT SHRINKING D:
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
i don't know. why don't u lock me in a box and see how?
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
no. HAHAH. if its really dark. even if theres something scary, u can't see it right =.=
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
whee.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PERFUME FOR A GIRL?
im not a girl. how would i know perfume? haha i use deodorant!
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
BLACK BLACK! haha don't dye your hair please its quite poserish and not natural
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
?! ppl propose to me?! HAHAHAHAHAH TELL ME ANOTHER JOKE
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffee lah duhh. u have no idea how much coffee i drink. and i dun like red bull
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
hm. but i like all food... er. i like meat lovers pizza from california 2 for 1
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
well, yesterday it was sushi. cause i played too much sushido on viwawa with bong and jeremy. then i had sushi for lunch AND dinner today. now i want anything but sushi =X.
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
EW. my bro's goldfish died yesterday. then he threw it into the garden. then i was wondering why there was so many birds pecking at one spot...
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECIEVED?(:
well. God's gift! (:
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
DUH =.=
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
whats that?
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
eer. church camp shirts! seriosuly haha some of them are nicer tshirts. if not er. zara has comfortable clothes!
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
i have a stuffed panda. and a stuffed penguin. and a spongebob?!
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
a panda or pengiun or a spongebob?! HAHAHA
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
of course. why should love have to do with the person leaving?
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
i don't know anymore
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
er. sevenhundred and fifty seven. oaky my number is fifty seven heh.
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
?! don't dye your hair blonde. BLONDES ARE DUMB CRAPS
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
er. my mum? HAHAHA. but those calls only last like 5 seconds. like "mum can u pick me up?" hahah im so lazy
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
flirts. posers. act cute people. annoying people. yea!
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF SINGAPORE?
yea. alot! which nolifer stays in singapore?
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
heh it starts with c
36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
? i couldn't care less about famous people
37. FIRST JOB?
erm i was an actor in p5! i earned money muahaha im rich
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yes! duhh
39. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
nope not at all
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
er. i don't get complimented
43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
nope!
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
i know its a little late, happy birthday~ - the click five. i don't know what i want haha
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
who thinks so far ahead oO
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yes! john the baptist i hope. haha unless its true that ian named me =.=
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
no. i pray instead!
49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
eer. the one my mum buys
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
don't know. its so ugly. but its legible so its fine
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
WHAT? meat! haha food
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
erm. short attention span, no self control.
53 WHAT CD ARE YOU MOST EMBARRASSED TO HAVE ON YOUR SHELF?
my cd's arent on a shelf. i don't really have cd's anyway. haha. they're on itunes
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
NO =.=
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
whack something hard!
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
church? school?
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
pirates! haha i had those fisher price pirate ships and characters. then i played war with them
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
alot. u think im going to count for this quiz isit =.=
62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A KID?
NO EW HES A PURPLE PEDOPHILE HE TOUCHES KIDS EVERYDAY
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
yes
64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
but they're both so nice! i like mash potatoes. but i also like macaroni and cheese. ARUGH WHAT A DIFFICULT QUESTION
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY?
i don't look at guys. im not gay!
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
er. john. johnny? oO
67. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BAND/SINGER?
hahah. fine i shall go with the jeremy answer. MIKA! maroon 5!
68. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
bananas in pajamas! kidding haha thats what i used to like. i like simpsons and friends
69. WHAT WAS YOUR ACT SAT SCORE?
? act sat? wazat. dunno haha didn't take it
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
nutella. milo. duno haha either one? but all ice cream is so good!
71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
nono they all go chopped off. yea i have heh
72. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
never ever! i don't go to gyms to work out oO
74. WHATS THE FASTEST YOU HAVE GONE IN A CAR?
eerm. no idea. hahaa. never over 100 mph thats for sure
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
thats your choice not mine oO
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
er. cara practising guitar haha!
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
water? ribena? can't remember
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
um. not sure heh.
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
eer. HAHAHA u know the answer i think
82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
december! holiday + christmas
83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN?
zodiacs are NONSENSE DUDE
84. WHICH PERSON DO U LIKE BEST?
eer ____ lah. who else =.=
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
? i watched the time on my watch! AHAHAH SO FUNNY
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
25th december! so pro
93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
er. violin, piano, bass. i suck at piano and bass!
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
hugs!
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships lah. one night stands? PAAAH!
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
erm. water haha cause jeremy ran out of money so i had to help him buy
98. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU HAVE?
i don't own a car. but my parents drive lexus
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
im supposed to be reading journeys end. but i havent even read it or written the essay. heh im dead.
100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
nonsense! stop asking me.


kk im done. ehh i havent finished my journeys end essay. everyone handed it up like last wednesday. im so dead lah. then i havent done my cas forms or done my chem homework. im seriously screwed. help.


Save me from this road I'm on,
8:16 AM



im afraid to care at all anymore.


Save me from this road I'm on,
7:21 AM


Thursday, March 20, 2008,

heh i don't seem to care about anything anymore!

but its okay.

i learnt to play mahjong! but i really really still suck at it.

im not sure if i should go to betthany home 2morow heh. its like if i go, i'm not even happy myself, how can i spread joy to the residents there like that?

duno decide 2morow heh


Save me from this road I'm on,
7:12 AM


Saturday, March 15, 2008,

suffer in silence.


Save me from this road I'm on,
7:32 PM



camps over. heh usually i would be super disappointed but this time, its just like. whatever.

i realize why im so quiet.

i want to hate u. but i can't i really can't. its annoying.

but whatever lah.


Save me from this road I'm on,
12:18 AM


Tuesday, March 11, 2008,

haha im going for campp

whoa theres alot of campers

but its nothing that ew couldn't handle cause of the PRO ADMIN COMM WHOO

consisting of : john, jeremy and gerald

and eer. other credits go to cara! and not ryan koh

HAHAHAH whoo cara so pro

kk haha whoa 70 campers

whoo im in tim and jin's group not bad.

jenwei is a traitor who doesnt go

hes supposed to come play soccer with us at 5am but i bet he'll forget , the traitor that he is

kk back on saturday! but on saturady i'll be damn tired and i'll sleep the whole day

and on sunday i go to church again HAHAHAH

kk seeya! in like few days time! leave offline messages on my msn xP and flood my tagboard!


Save me from this road I'm on,
7:37 AM


Friday, March 7, 2008,

well, i just realized how weird my posts are becoming oO. i hope it goes back to normal heh. i shall revert to the old style.

well today i went to jin's house to play table tennis wif bong, pan. we were only supposed to play for awhile, but we ended up playing for 3 hours. it was so retarded. hahah seriously damn retarded!

1. Bong was supposed to throw the ball to me. he was holding the ball in one hand and the racket in the other. then he threw the racket on the table. HAHAHAHA

Bong: EHHH?

of course i lost that round cause i was laughing too much

hah and i won the tournament! im the champion of singles competition! haha but i cant play with bong as like a double team. cause bong arh. HIS HAND IS TOO LONG. HE KEEPS WHACKING THE BALLS THAT WERE COMING TO MY SIDE GR.

2. when me and bong were not playing and sitting at the side, everytime the ball bounces on the floor, we would dive after it and try to whack it with our racket. hahah it was damn retarded

hahah! then also my playing style was weird. its like. i walk past the table or i whack the ball and turn around.

EHHH DAMN AHRD TO EXPLAIN I GIVE UP EXPLAINING

hahah bong at least i don't whack the ball and hit my own glasses~!

yea then after that i went home and rushed off to cell

hahah joseph drew a big rose tattoo on my arm. its quite nice :D. hahah all because ihs is too boring!!


Save me from this road I'm on,
7:11 AM


Thursday, March 6, 2008,

well, its the last day of sch 2morow for term 1

well, what an weird term it has been.

its the term where i got 42/50 for a maths and 7/50 for core maths (or e maths) =.= then for the first time, i failed mep.

its the term where i went with one class to oep, changed a subject and got moved to another class

its the term where for the first time, i was really seperated from my good friends. like at the other end of the level. its been a struggle. heh

its the term where i don't play com in sch at all :O i don't even bring my com anymore!

its the term where suddenly, i don't fit in anymore there.

its the term where SOME PPL DAO ME =.=

okay heh

i hate you. but i love you (:

oO im crazy

hah i shall gain back my dota skill someday.

someday, when you're awfully low, when the world is cold

thats unrelated

BUT WHO CARES HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

=.=

im nuts


Save me from this road I'm on,
8:22 AM


Wednesday, March 5, 2008,

i don't fit in anymore.

thats quite serious.

i may do something about it.


Save me from this road I'm on,
5:21 AM


Sunday, March 2, 2008,

heh camp is coming along well (although things are quite confusing now..). yea now we only have like 33 forms. thats quite serioius heh

today there was some sort of audition interview for joining worship ministry. it was quite stupid haha the songs were so so easy. then during the interview part they didn't really have like any questions to ask me oO. so it was so super easy.

then later i stoned in the canteen for awhile. then i got quite pissed off later. well when im pissed off im very quiet. the most annoying thing about that though was that while i got pissed off, i just couldn't really seem to get pissed off. like duno lah. so its somewhere in the middle. so i just left earlier. it also showed me how i don't really fit in at all. i don't fit in anywhere now.

its ridiculous. everytime i try to talk on msn u dao. when i see that other ppl talk u don't dao. i give up =.= but i don't want to. so frustrating.

well anyway, my bros going back to ns now. heh he finishes bmt now. he says ppl's english are horrible. eg.

message: lend him your pencil
what they say: borrow your pencil!

heh thats a little weird


Save me from this road I'm on,
2:04 AM