its my birthday. its 1 year closer to death.

well, this year, i've decided i shall not feel anything. i shall harden my heart. that way, i don't feel any pain. but i just can't get rid of one feeling. i squeezed out everything else and it got stuck there. i want to get rid of it, but i can't =.= now i want the rest back, but i can't. oh well, i guess i just can't feel happy anymore.

then i had an arguement with a (friend?) over something. oh so u don't hate everyone eh. well, u have no idea how i was treated first =.= and i have my own reasons for things. u think what =.= i do it for fun arh =.= and for some reason, i want to, but i just cant get angry =.= im like. diaoz. lame.

now i know why i like sch friends the best. they don't piss u off. they always support u. when u tell them stuff they always support u. when they tell u stuff u naturally want to support them too. they are the funniest. they don't get bored of u. u can tell them anything and they'll be interested.

thus, i decided i shall have a hall of fame for current good friends who don't hate me:
1. Jinjie
2. Timlee
3. Jenwei
4. Gerald
5. Shengyung
6. Ryan Koh
7. Lawrence
8. Jerald

THOSE are probably people who don't secretly hate me. YAY ALL OF U!

girls are all unfeeling and mean. HIGH FIVE LAWRENCE HAHA

whoa, the moodswing. hAHAHAHA

YOU ARE MY BROTHER
MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER
SINGING THE SONGS
THE MUSIC THAT U LOVE
WE'RE BROTHERS TILL THE END OF TIME
TOGETHER OR NOT
YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART
YOU HURT YOUR FEELINGS
YOU'LL BE RAINING ON MINE

HAHAH AMERICAN IDOL BIRDGUY

u know what the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life so far. putting me in 2.3 Gad.

u know the worst thing. being born.

why couldn't joses cross the road?

He was too lame (yes theres 2 meanings)

ohmy thats so lame.

jin why did u come up with it

my uncle died and i don't even feel sad =.=

i don't know how many times i've typed =.=

i want my feelings back.

DONT ASK ME QUESTIONS ABOUT THIS POST WHEN U TAG. its just random and weird.