So i'll fall into your arms of love
Lord you take me as I am
And i surrender to your ways
O Lord, I'll love you all my days
And Jesus, You know I'm not that strong
You'll give me strength to carry on
Help me to trust and follow you
Lord, I will live for you

haha thats lyrics from "So I Fall". composed by debbie :D. its a really good song. and a good gift from God ((:

church camp was fun. from grabbing chickens and squids to sitting in ice cold water to throwing tomatoes and water melons about to getting soap rubbed on my shirt to smashing whipped cream on ppl's hair to throwing water bombs and stealing ppl's flags, it was really, really fun :D. and my group PONED (pawned + owned) the games! we were the top for games :D

the worship on the last day was very, very good. it helped me to realize how weak we are. how we are nothing without him. and how he takes care of us and blesses us. and how we shud try to give up everything for him etc. long story short, it made everyone feel happy!

Thanks Lawrence, Ryan, Liling, Cara and Charmaine :D. you are really good friends. like. how when Ryan Yang was praying for me, u all came and laid your hands on me. that really made me happy. it was like. suddenly, it feels like people did care alot (: haha i gave them all a hug. then it sparked off the hug fest :D

After worship, we all were like so happy, we were crazy. then Ryan Koh wrote stuff on my arm. then everyone started writing on each others arm! some of them i like. but some i don't really like. hahah. yea. im sure the ppl who were there know which ones i didn't like.

well, the campsite wasn't very good. but it was really windy. somehow, i really felt like the strong gusts of wind was a sign of the Holy Sprit, that God was actually listening to us. i loved the wind (: it makes it feel like we're not really in Singapore.

hahah i was the only one who didn't really use my jacket. it wasn't cold! why does everyone else use it?

oh ya. THANK YOU RYAN YANG AND IAN TATT FOR LENDING ME AND JOEL UTENSILS! hahah and JEREMY! for lending me your plate, even though the plate got blown away by the wind on the second last day =.=. but nvm. stupid wind. steal my plate. uhh. yea! hahah.

oh. and thanks Jeremy again! my scrabble buddy. for not scolding me on the second day when i rolled and knocked into you. hahah. and not stealing my pillow :D. HAHAHAH.

hm. and when we played uno. one discovery was made. JOHN HAS THE WINNING AURA! its like. either John wins, or the person on his left or right wins. and Joel always loses. HAHAH JOEL! YOU SUCK! (as usual)

okay. uhh. its the end of camp. yes, i feel closer to God now. but now life seems to be returning to the sad , sad normal. sigh. =/ don't know why. its like. the problem comes back again. WHY?!@