soo. its the new year. so what? therse no difference, really.

well, i don't like the way this holiday has been made into such a big deal. like. the only holidays that actually really matter is christmas, good friday and easter.

aah well.

i haven't eaten since last year! :D HAHAHAHAHAH

first off all i need to type sth out haha.

YAYYY CARA IS BAACK! (: YAYY :D

k. haha.

uhh. lets start with yesterday. there was the cell outing! they all watching golden compass cause they wanted to discuss about it. however, i absolutely refused to watch the satanic movie. haha. and so in the end, me, charmaine, gerald and ian tatt didn't watch it (cause ian tatt and char saw it be4).

so we watched blueberry nights! well, its okay lah. its a little slow moving and a little difficult to understand. but i understood it! yay

hahah be4 the movie, we went to swensens to eat an earthquake (8 scoops of icecream). haha! then it was like. we were such unreasonable customers. like. after 5 minutes, we even like rushed them already! HAHAHA. :D

well, after movie, me, joel, abi, lawrence, and 3 other sec ones went to lan. the teams were like
John, Joel and Abi vs 3 sec ones and Lawrence

yay me and joel both got 20+ kills each ahha! and we only died like. 3 times? haha. it was sooo fun. i don't think it was fun for them though

then actually, we realized in the end. we actually only won cause of ABI! HAHAHAHA! cause uhh. she whacked all their heros until theres one whack left! then we both ksed her like all the time! (ks = kill steal) hahaha. she had that winning aura!

that was continued to be proved through cs. me and joel were in different teams, but we both had the top kills in our team! also, since it was 4v3 , first, abi was in the team with ppl. then they were like owning. then she joined my team (which ad 3 ppl). then we started owning like mad! then one of the sec one guys from the team which had 4 ppl joined the other team (that way, she was in the team of 3). but her team was STILL OWNING! HAHAHAHA. she stole my winning aura )):

kk today, i went to escape theme park with tim and jin (gerald couldn't come). yea. we paid $7 to scare ourselves! hahah. there was that mini roller coaster o0. no kick. it only went left and right. then that lollipop thing that made us go upside down, then some pirate boat thingy, and then some thing that turned alot haha. and the inverter! we didn't go on the boat ride cause we didn't want to get wet.

hahah anyway, at first, we thought the pirate thing was scary. cause we were like. facing 90 degrees. haha! but itw as scary in the sensee that. that bar felt damn loose! and it feels like we're going to fall off (ESCAPE THEME PARK PPL! UR RIDE IS NOT SAFE!). or maybe thats what is supposed to make it scary. haha.

then the roller coaster was retarded, at one point, the mini roller coaster track went under another part of the track. so we 3 (we're not tall) were like.

John: AAAH ITS THAT PART! EVERYONE DUCK!
*3 of us buries our head in our hands

hahah! then there was the uhh lollipop. oO. it wasn't scary at all. it just moved a little fast. haha! we shouted for no reason. hahah! dunno we just felt like we're obliged to shout. then there was the turning thingy. its like a ferris wheel. haha we were damn retarded! everytime we kept pointing at the other ppl who were on directly on top of us everytime we moved. then we kept like going

John & Tim (pointing): AAH! THEY'RE GOING TO DROP ON US!
*ride moves*
John & Tim (moves fingers and points at the other one): AAH! THEY'RE GOING TO DROP ON US!
Jin: =.=

HAHAHA! then everyone who were "going to drop on us". kept staring and laughing

lastly there was the inverter. HAHA! at first, tim and jin were damn scared. cause we had to like really go upside down. then on the ride tim and jin were scared hah! they thought they were going to die be4 the ride started. haha! then in the end, they liked it. HAH TOLD YOU! hahah me and tim were like shouting "AAAH! AAAH! AAAH!" continuously.

haha if u notice, we shouted alot haha! cause we figured we don't have an excuse to shout anywhere else in the world. like. we can't shout at home or whatever! so if we can shout, might as well shout lah! yea haha! then tim and jin kept closing their eyes. HAHAHA

well, after that, we went to tim's house and played halo. as usual, it was retarded. haha. then we played tennis, at first, me and jin whacked like how hard lah! haha. after awhile i got the hang of it though. yayy. i at least could whack everything in! like. they didn't go out. haha!

haha. like now, i still feel dizzy. hahah. im lousy lah i know

in summary, the past 2 days have been good.

actually its cause CARA IS BACK!

:D nvm im nuts

yoo! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

time to blog!

i just finished writing like. 14 christmas cards haha. 2morow im bringing a big red sack to church! like santa claus. pity it says timberland on it. haha. oh well. now its only half full. nuooo! if ryan koh and cara were here, it would be like. 3/4 full! and jeremy gave alot of my presents already also. haha

anyway. CAROLLING! haha. carolling was fun! our harmonizing rocked! yayyy! i think we spread to the old folks and children God's love quite well! :D
hahah. and then lifeng found out about ______________. HAHA! ITS quite amusing now

well. during carolling, there was the SKIT. in the skit, i had to act as Jesus (how can i act as Jesus oO im nothing compared to him) haha. and joel was sin. so we had to act for the kids. so it was like. long story short, joel, being sin, whacked some person up during his lifetime. then i have to come in at the end and like. get rid of him by pushing him over. to show how Jesus takes away sin :D. then ryan yang told the kids the moral of the story.

however, the effect was SOOO WRONG. hahaha! instead of learning about how Jesus takes away our sin, they actually were obsessed about how i pushed joel over with one finger =.= so they were like. banging into me and telling me to go whack joel! haha cute little kids! then i was like "nonono fighting is bad! DON'T FIGHT!" haha. then they got in to trouble. it was like

Indian lady: "4 of u! go up to the 5th lvl!"
*kids walk with her with glum experssions on their faces*
(last kid to walk away) : I'm going to heaven now...

HAHAHA SO CUTE! HAHAHAH :D

kk. its 3am. time to sleep or i can't wake up for church haha.

i miss cara. COME BACK HAHAHAHA

ryan koh too!

hm. i miss ____ more than usual today. haha.

well, my blog is dead. haha. so prob no one will be reading this anyway

im really bored. im free the whole week but no one is free at all =.=

its quite annoying haha

i shall organise my post. so that its not messy. and its more amusing this way

1. holidays going past much faster than it seems.

2. i still have to go christmas shopping. who wants to go with me?

3. lawrence! u spoilt cara's camera. NUOOOOOOOO

4. cara, be careful at mcr concert. WATCH OUT FOR BAD GUYS. haha so kiddy. don't die!!!!

5. RYAN GET A NEW MOUSE PLEASE

6. yay lilings coming back today at 10 +

7. tim chill on ur tagboard. just block ppl lah

8. ABBI U SCREWED UP MY DISPLAY NAME. IT BECAME LIKE. "john. of all the things i miss, i miss cara the most" OR STH LIKE THAT

9. JEREMY! sorry u didn't get the doughnut, gabriel chan stole it

10. jinjie. stop stoning at melbourne.

11. i blame jenwei xP

12. eeewww jean u freak. stop flirting with barker boys

13. cara rocks :D

14. LAWRENCE U PONNED ALL THE CAROLLING PRACTISES. NOW I HAVE TO TEACH U ALL THE STUFF ON TUESDAY WALAO

15. cara's cupcakes rock :D

16. i consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord - Phillipians sth

17. my enchantress is STILL unbeaten in 1v1 dota matches :D

18. my jacket has a red stain on it )): aaahh cara, u stained my jacket. ahah its okay :D

19. im hungry

20. NO IM JOHN

21. i beat ryan yang in scrabble twice :D. by like. 150 - 200 points

22. uhh. im ugly and fat

23. damnit! osman (gabriel chan) stole my doughnut =.=

24. may the force be with you

25. why are all the movies so lousy nowadays =.=

well, i thought of sth thise week. i can't stand the way some ppl act. its like. they ask u stuff in a ridiculously desperate manner. eg.

Example 1
Gabriel Chan: "John! can i have a doughnut?"
*grabs one*
John: =.=

=.= okay. other than the fact that it was impolite, also, that question was damn idiotic. its like. if ppl didn't BUY it for you, why would u want stuff from ppl =.= if its not meant for u. also arh, asking these type of questions is damn irritating. like. u feel really, really bad if u say no. yet, u dun want to say yes to the person.

Example 2
Person 1: We're going out tomorrow
Person 2: Can i come?

thats as bad! its like. ur not INVITED. if you're not INVITED, why would u want to go out with ppl who didn't INVITE YOU? obviously, the ppl don't want to go out with u. haven't they ever thought of that? also, there must be a reason ppl don't want u to go. and even if u go, haven't you thought that some ppl don't really want you to be there? and the person who rejects you will feel bad about it. are u just trying to make ppl feel bad =.=

okay hahah. thats quite bitchy. but seriously, its really, really irritating!

uhh. this week my mum bought an excercise ball. u know those gigantic balls. does anyone have any idea what i'm supposed to do with it????

So i'll fall into your arms of love
Lord you take me as I am
And i surrender to your ways
O Lord, I'll love you all my days
And Jesus, You know I'm not that strong
You'll give me strength to carry on
Help me to trust and follow you
Lord, I will live for you

haha thats lyrics from "So I Fall". composed by debbie :D. its a really good song. and a good gift from God ((:

church camp was fun. from grabbing chickens and squids to sitting in ice cold water to throwing tomatoes and water melons about to getting soap rubbed on my shirt to smashing whipped cream on ppl's hair to throwing water bombs and stealing ppl's flags, it was really, really fun :D. and my group PONED (pawned + owned) the games! we were the top for games :D

the worship on the last day was very, very good. it helped me to realize how weak we are. how we are nothing without him. and how he takes care of us and blesses us. and how we shud try to give up everything for him etc. long story short, it made everyone feel happy!

Thanks Lawrence, Ryan, Liling, Cara and Charmaine :D. you are really good friends. like. how when Ryan Yang was praying for me, u all came and laid your hands on me. that really made me happy. it was like. suddenly, it feels like people did care alot (: haha i gave them all a hug. then it sparked off the hug fest :D

After worship, we all were like so happy, we were crazy. then Ryan Koh wrote stuff on my arm. then everyone started writing on each others arm! some of them i like. but some i don't really like. hahah. yea. im sure the ppl who were there know which ones i didn't like.

well, the campsite wasn't very good. but it was really windy. somehow, i really felt like the strong gusts of wind was a sign of the Holy Sprit, that God was actually listening to us. i loved the wind (: it makes it feel like we're not really in Singapore.

hahah i was the only one who didn't really use my jacket. it wasn't cold! why does everyone else use it?

oh ya. THANK YOU RYAN YANG AND IAN TATT FOR LENDING ME AND JOEL UTENSILS! hahah and JEREMY! for lending me your plate, even though the plate got blown away by the wind on the second last day =.=. but nvm. stupid wind. steal my plate. uhh. yea! hahah.

oh. and thanks Jeremy again! my scrabble buddy. for not scolding me on the second day when i rolled and knocked into you. hahah. and not stealing my pillow :D. HAHAHAH.

hm. and when we played uno. one discovery was made. JOHN HAS THE WINNING AURA! its like. either John wins, or the person on his left or right wins. and Joel always loses. HAHAH JOEL! YOU SUCK! (as usual)

okay. uhh. its the end of camp. yes, i feel closer to God now. but now life seems to be returning to the sad , sad normal. sigh. =/ don't know why. its like. the problem comes back again. WHY?!@