This is the most annoying year of my life. everyone around seems to be dying, or have some serious illness.

eg. today. i thought its like any normal day, but while passing her house, i saw the singapore casket van thing outside mrs tan's hosue (my science tuition teacher). i already had prior knowledge that her husband had cancer. so, i knew exactly what has happened.

earlier this year, my grandmother died. )): then sometime last year, my mum's friend died.
i have at least 3 relatives who already have some serious illness.

wth. why must everyone around me be leaving? whats god's reason for letting this happen? why do all the good ppl die, while all the bad ppl in this world are still running around?

after thinking it through, it made me realize. all this is probably just a reminder. our existance on this earth is just like. some way we're passing through on the way to be with God. whats the point of making some big impact in this world? if you think about it. some high ranking guy, say some prime minister may have all the power on earth. he might be the king of the earth. but, all that doesnt matter when he dies. however, some poor idiot hobo guy may be christian. all in all, he'll still be better off in the end.

after long consideration, i have been led to believe one thing. DYING ROCKS! when you die, u don't feel any hurt anymore. u can't feel any heartbreak. u don't have all sorts of problems. you just get to meet God. what can be better than that?

well, of course, we can't just kill ourselves in order for that to happen. we still need to follow god's plan, cause he already planned something for us, so we really should follow it. thus, i'm just going to go through life, waiting for my turn to die.

even if i do, no one will really care anyway.

Well, school ended.

hm. i suddenly find that chinese song sad. tong hua that one. haha. i didn't notice it before. the story is really sad. hm. if u don't know about it, go and watch the mtv! the old old one! and the words make it sound sad. haha. yeaa. i think i know why i suddenly find it sad though )):

anyway, even though school was supposed to end yesterday, i had to go for stupid NCDCC camp. hahah. i was a group leader, but i didn't get justin mao (my son!) or jeremy in my group as i wanted )): but nvm! i promised to be nice to them, so i tried my best.

well, they did drill, drill and more drill. i couldn't stand some sec 2's though. they seemed to want to pump the sec 1's for no reason at all (eg. gabriel chan =.= and sai keet). i always overruled them haha! i was like. the PAP (person against pumping). SORRY SHENGYUNG! THE INITIALS JUST SUDDENLY LOOK THE SAME! maybe he'll tell his uncle =/ then im screwed. AAH SHENGYUNG DUN READ THIS

okay, i don't know what im doing with the rest of the holidays. i hope i stop thinking so much. haha.

these few days have been really bad. but i shall only write about the good things!

hm. shengyung suddenly decided he should start playing soccer on tuesday. i still remember how he was like damn funny lah. well, first me and jinjie played soccer. then we were walking back to class. then at the exact moment, shengyung decided he was going to play soccer with jenwei

(on the corridor)
Sheng Yung (jumps around excitedly): Lets play soccer! Lets play soccer :D
Jinjie: Play already lah =.=
Shengyung (stops jumping): oh....

HAHAH! but he went to play soccer anyway, with joses and jenwei. but apparently, even though i didn't see, he sucked! but he didn't get to play for long. then the fire drill alarm came oO. hahah. so he was like. some weird guy who was wearing a pe tanktop during fire drill. haha.

today, tim, shengyung, gerald, jinjine and andrew tai came to my house. hahah. we ordered macdonalds. then we all ate the macnuggets and this shengyung only got one oO. jenwei couldn't come cause of rugby and joses didn't come, some reason or another. well, we played wwe on the PS2. jinjie improved! instead of losing to me in 1 minute 20 s, he lasted 3 whole minutes! hahah!

then during lunch, tim arh, he decided he wanted to drink tiger beer. we all tasted abit and thought it sucked. but tim decided to drink the whole can. even though tastes horrible. no idea what ppl see in beer. but like. 1 hour later, this tim fell fast asleep. hahah! he got hangover by ONE can of tiger beer?!

then there was this potato chips. it was "cucumber and yoghurt" flavoured. haha! naturally, everyone thought it was disgusting. first, sim tried it. then he decided it was so disgusting, he had to drink the whole cup of milk. then this shengyung tried it, then acted like he hated it, and ate it soooo slowly. then tim tried it, and said "quite nice what! how come both of u like that Oo" then jin tried it. he didn't say anything. but he kept taking somemore. hahah! then i ate it and decided it was quite good. then suddenly, shengyung decided he liked it too and kept aking. then gerald suddenly decided he would eat some also, without having to drink any coke.

haha we're all healthy ppl! we eat cucumber and yoghurt potato chips!

then this shengyung arh. he saw the fake parrot which is a decoration. then he was like. "EH! YOU KEEP A PARROT? oh wait =.= its a fake one" hahah! he can't even differentiate a real and fake parrot.

anyway, my hosue wasn't really that fun. actually i think its quite boring =/

hm. today we got our classes. im in 3.17. its like shit lah. everyone else is going to a different class. i don't really know anyone in that class. and apparently, its all filled with idiotic annoying ppl. wth. i have to spend 2 years in that class lah. if anything, i want to be in a good class in sec 3/4. i probably won't have anymore friends next year. sigh.

hm. the ncdcc training camp is this saturday i think. MUAHAHAH! being a group leader, i shall make sure justin mao, jeremy wong and benedict are in my group. u shall all suffer :D. hahah no lah im a nice guy.

hm. this week i learnt to play boston by augustana! hahahah! all by myself :D

well, today i played bass for worship. i have to say, i really sucked. cause i kept making shitloads of mistakes. im sure everyone noticed. i can't even play with the correct rhythm =/. probably never will. well, good job to

1. Liling - worship leading, even though u lost your voice, you still could sing. and your leading was quite good, your praying was good ((:
2. Cara - backup singing. haha. well done. you sing quite well, haha. you may not notice it, but your voice contributes to making lilings voice sound nicer, really
3. Rachel - your guitar owns. as usual. sian. keep playing so well =/. how did u get so good arh?
4. Lawrence - hahah! your new electric guitar seems to make u play better, then your lousy acoustic one when you screwed up at cell. hahah its very good, for a first time
5. Pong - well. u might have screwed up quite abit. but you at least recovered. hahah.

Bad job to

1. John - AAAH YOU IDIOT! U PLAYED SO BADLY!!!
2. Dave Bala - YOUR POWERPOINT SUCKED! 1. you didn't put doxology 2. the "God" , "Lord" and all those things, were not capital letters 3. your song orders were all wrong! 4. ryan yang didn't like your background. hahah! but at least u gave us moral support during practises! hahah! but then u said, "john! 2morow bring your laptop. cause i suspect im gonna oversleep. so you'd better bring it" HAHAH! nvm you can be excused since we used your house for practise.

then arh. HAHAH TIM SERVE U RIGHT FOR NOT COMING. cause _______________. don't ask me whats in that blank. HAHAHAH. and don't bother guessing. cause u have no idea! hahah it was really funny.

well, this week, i have fm08 (football manager 2008). whoo. im managing liverpool. im already 1/4 of the season. its quite sian. i keep owning at fm =/ i should be a fm world champion. hahah.

my brother is annoying me. hes keeps playing some mika song. really, you won't think its that bad. but hes playing what? LOLLIPOP Oo. what a stupid song! i suspect it was actually meant for barney. maybe they'll use that in the show some day.

and it reminds me of shengyung for some reason. cause nowadays, hes like.
"lollerskates" - Sheng Yung
AAAH SHENGYUNG STOPPIT!

its RAINING )): now i can't possibly go out!

well. im supposed to be at sch now. hahah alot of ppl ponned sch. im ponning cause theres like. nothing to do in sch. if i go to sch, i'll just play com in class until like. 1 pm or so. why do that in school when i can do that at home?

hahah. alot of ppl are ponning. like. first, tim told me hes ponning cause he rather play com at home too. then javian told me hes ponning, cause he doesn't want to go for atc (adventure training camp). and if he goes to school, the teacher will force him to go for atc. then bryce also told me. then sean tan asked if im in school. of course, i ignore commandos. so i daoed him. haha im so bad =/

yesterday, in school, me, daryl, gerald and jenwei had to join the vocal quest thing. hahah. we sang bohemian rhapsody. it was a rousing success in one way, and a disaster in another. because we knew that only daryl had some sort of vocal prowness, we decided to go for entertainment! hahah! so to be unique, we came up with actions. which was quite funny! cause we did all the actions together. and they were quite funny. however, it wasn't very good cause the singing was horrible! well, we won at $30 borders voucher. hahah. i think gerald went after sch n bought a "goal 2" vcd and a justin timberlake cd. haha. here r the reactions!

Janan: JENWEI! you suck! john was singing in tune, then u kept singing out of tune and spoilt it! jenwei you noob!

Shengyung: uhh. i don't know. it couldn't hear very well!

Jin: I DIDNT EVEN WATCH! WHEN I WANTED TO GO IN SIMON BONGUARD WAS WALKING AROUND THE DOOR! SO I MISSED IT!

Michael T: uhh. its very good ((:

Bong: it was quite funny! ((: but i couldn't hear sim...

Melvin: good effort!

hm. personally, i blame JENWEI! YOU SANG OUT OF TUNE! ARUGH OMGWTF! hahah. at least if no one can hear sim, he can't ruin the song can he? you sang sooooo out of tune!

haha then got one participant, he sang a vanessa hudgens song from high school musical. i think it was "i gotta go my own way". his voice is FREAKISHLY HIGH! he sang in exactly the same kind of voice as her. he was really, really good! he was much better than the short retard who won =.= just cause he shouted when singing "the power of your love", doesnt mean hes very good.
1. hes a short fart
2. he has a pimply ugly face
3. he looks like hendrawan
4. his voice is retarded. it doesnt even sound nice!

he must have bribed the teachers... okay haha. hm. well done to david hu's group! even though we took great pains to teach u the falsetto part (of course, daryl did the example). u still screwed it up! haha! but your band was good. haha.

WHA? IT STOPPED RAINING! HAHAHAH! I HAVENT EVEN BEEN TYPING FOR LIKE. MORE THAN 5 min. thats impossible! why is the rain so bloody short!

crap the holidays r in one week! the time of boredom is coming!

hahah. well, because i have nothing else to put here, i shall put my eoy results.

Chinese: 62
English: 80
Literature: 76
Phy Sci: 63
Life Sci: 71
History: 68
Geography: 81
Maths: 75
MEP: 68
Art: 60

hm. reactions: WTH I DID MUCH BETTER THAN I THOUGHT FOR THE DIFFICULT PAPERS, eg. Eng and Maths. and i seem to do better at subjects i hate, eg. geog and life sci. HAHAH!

kk. today during soccer, i scored 2 goals! haha! for a defender, thats not bad. then jenwei scored the other goal. and hes a defender too today. haha! 2/3 of the key defensive trio were the deciding factor in the game :D.

then arh, after sch, me, tim, joses, sim, jin and andrew tai went to shengyungs house. then at first, shengyungs wireless was all spoilt =.= with his xbox 360. so we couldnt use the controllers for quite a while. then after a long time, it finally got fixed. then we played halo 3. haha. first, i played cs. me and sim owned all the bots. like. 10 of them. it took many tries lah. they kept backstabbing us )):

halo 3 was quite fun. we played with energy swords and gravity hammer and rocket launchers and lasers. hahah. then as usual, im a late game hero. i got owned like mad at first, then i started owning like around the last part. i like being a late game hero. i go home having the feeling that i owned, cause its like the only part u remember is the part you owned.

me and joses had to take turns with tim whever one of us died. so thus, we formed an alliance! hahah! the anti-tim alliance. then later, when we werent supposed to use rocket launchers, tim used it anyway. so he got disbanded (or dismembered or sth like that). haha! then at the last part, joses said a really stupid thing

Someone (can't remember who) : HAH JOSES I KILLED YOU!
Joses (holding a gravity hammer): I was reloading laaah!
Tim: YOU RELOAD A GRAVITY HAMMER?!

hahah! then later, joses tried to shift attention away from what he said. he was saying how the energy sword sounds like shengyung.

Joses: The energy sword sounds like Sheng Yung's name! you see... (makes believe drawing out a sword) YUUUUUNNNNNGGGGG!

haha. then i rushed off for worship practise. after like. 4 months or so of not touching my guitar or seeing it / taking it out of the case, i still remembered how to play! ya. my rhythm might suck, and my fingers might be slow, but at least i played the right notes!

hm. during practise i didn't talk much.

then i shared cab with lawrence and liling. while walking to the main road, lawrence was going crazy and being lame. i counted like at least 5 times that i had to kill him for being too lame. hahah! and liling was scared of lawrence in the taxi. she was like. looking at him in fear at one point. hahah!

kk. 2morow i will play dota. and dota. and more dota. in class. haha i need to get back my skills. i really suck like crap now. hahah. one day i must get back to vidya's level! i used to be there in p6/sec 1. hahah.

hm. yesterday was quite fun. the morning was really boring. but then, later, it was quite fun ((: hahah!

well, we watched balls of fury. its quite funny.

since i have nothing to put, i shall do some quiz.

About girls: Turned ON, OFF or DM:
Dresses like a grandma: OFF
Plays musical instrument: DM
Sporty: DM
Is shorter than you: DM
Same height as you: DM
is taller than you: OFF - my goodness. which girl is that tall?!
Is bigger sized than you: OFF
Has chapped lips: DM - WTH IS CHAPPED LIPS?
Has green eyes: DM
Has blue eyes: DM
Has brown eyes: DM
Has long hair: DM
Has med. hair: DM
Has short hair: DM
Drinks alcohol: ON - but not that much lah. not alcoholic
Smokes cigs: OFF - YOU NOOB
Lame in a cute way: ON
Wears glasses: DM
Has blonde hair: OFF - blondes are dumb =.=
Has brown hair: DM
Has black hair: DM
Has red hair: OFF - trying to action isit?
Smiles: ON
Calls you just to say hi: ON - HAHAHA!
Creative: ON
Compliments you: DM
Shaves her legs: ON - eew. girls should shave their legs.
Wears jewelry: DM - not that much though. not like ann phua.
Has smaller feet than you: ON - girls are supposed to have smaller feet than guys, silly
Smiles when you walk into the room: ON
Belly piercings: OFF - eewww! YUCCCCKK
Virgin: ON
Laid back: ON
Doesn't party: DM - depends lah.
Likes to party: DM - depends!
Wants to party: DM- DEPENDS LAH YOU FAGGOT!
Laughs a lot: OFF - ppl who laugh that much are crazy =.=
Giggles: OFF - you should laugh properly if u want to laugh.
Snorts: OFF - oink oink
Pierced ears: DM
Pierced anything else: OFF - owwwww
Tattoos: OFF
Honest and open: ON
Is of a different religion: OFF - YOU NOOBS~!
Puts close friends before you: DM - friends are important!
Petty: OFF

whee. this part of the song is stuck in my head:

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Care about me? I don't think so!
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so i had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here? I don't think so!

ITS ONLY INSTANT REPLAY IN MY HEAD! )):

this has been a rather disappointing, but also quite good day

well, tim, jenwei and jin were supposed to stay over at my house. but then, this jenwei JUST HAD TO DAO US ALOT, and not even say anything, and tim got sick. so i just cancelled it. damn annoying.

k. but i went to jin's house cause i was bored. yea it was quite fun. we played halo. I GOT ABOUT 10 KILLS! whohoo. thats like my 3rd time playing halo only. not bad hahah. then after that we played x-men. i used iceman at first. then i died at like the first part =/. but that was good haha. i got colousses. im damn good at colousses! whohoo.

then arh, later, we were supposed to play table tennis. then we couldnt cause of some function or whatever Oo. so we went to the gym. HAHAH IT WAS QUITE FUNNY! first thing, i found out how weak my left hand is in comparison to my right hand. cause after awhile, my right hand could pull the weights or sth, but my left hand just couldnt. its like my left hand so weak Oo. then at the other machine, where u lie down and push the weights thingy up, it was like. im damn weak lah. i couldnt push 70kg at first, i could only push 60kg. but 70 kg is heavier than my own weight okay! anyway, then later, i decided i should be able to push 70 kg. then uhh. i needed something to push me. then jin said ____. then like magic, i was able to push it up! hahahah! DUNNO WHY DUN ASK ME!

nvm. that doesnt make sense to most ppl. then we went back and played pokemaul with tim and jin. hahah i was quite greedy, i admit. i took like the whole right side and got all the kills while this tim and jin had to share the left side. but then, i dunno why, i lagged out. walao! i was owning like crap lah =/ then after like 2 minutes, jin laggd out also. so tim finished it by himself. and he like owned cause he got all our money and towers. so he was bloody rich.

then we took mrt to plaza sing and ate at carls junior. it was bloody crowded. but as usual, im very lucky. and so, we found a seat. and like 5 minutes after we found a seat, then alot of ppl came and the queue became like soooo loong. hahah. then i was like, "lucky we lagged out. if not theres no seat." hahah i taught jin the method of maximizing the "free refill policy". then my burger kept dripping. then i used like dunno how many tissues from the dispenser to clean up all the sauce. jin didn't go to carls junior before, so he didn't know how big the portions were. then after that. jin became damn full. I WARNED YOU!

John: the portions are damn big arh. u can eat arh!
Jin (before): ya i think i can. IM DAMN HUNGRY!
John: can't say i didn't warn you.

Jin (after): WAH DONT ASK ME TO EAT ANYMORE! IM DAMN FULL! )):

hahah. i outeat you :D. hahah then he was telling me how his appendix will hurt if he eats too fast or sth like that. hahah. ehh. but he also said his appendix got removed in pri sch cause he had appendixitis (or however u spell). btw, appendix is sth in the intestine or sth like tat. anyway, CAN YOU NOT CONTRADICT YOURSELF! CONFUSE ME LEH!!

kk. then arh. we went home. then we played beach maul. i made a big big pro maze. THEN JOSES HAD TO LEAK. i blame joses. hmmph.

hm. i play too much random warcraft games on hamachi.

this post is probably boring you. sorry for inflicting it on you. thats all i have to write for the past 3 days. my life is really boring!

yesterday, the exams ended

well, the math was idiotically hard. i got really pissed off when i saw this question. i got so pissed off, i was cursing on my paper. hahah

4c) What is the volume of a fructum?

i got so pissed off, i wrote: omgwtfW What the fuck is a fructum!

hahah. this tim, he wrote: Please don't fail me!

kk nvm lah. its just impossible. even michael t couldn't do it

anyway, after exam, i went to tim's house with jin, jenwei, sim, joses. haha we asked joses to go into the ball pit for little kids. cause hes a little kid. hahah i had some weird image of joses being an adult, like 40 years old, but still being in that same height, and asking the woman if he could go inside the ball pit. haha!

then arh, at tim's house, we played halo for a looong time. tim owns like mad at it lah =.= after i watched for awhile, i concluded that tim's walking is pro. cause arh, he keeps managing to walk in a way such that hes alwyas behind the enemies. thus, he backstabs them all the time

then we played dota. of course, everyone assumed that im pro again. so they put the teams as
Sentinel: Tim (Razor), JJ (Spiritbreaker) and Sim (Rhasta)
Scourge: John (Venomancer), Jenwei (Lion) and Joses (Banehallow)

my team lost. after that match, i concluded that it was jenweis fault. cause he let tim feed on him like mad. so tim was damn pro in pushing. and joses wasn't too bad. he could at least, have brains and follow instructions. however, jenwei JUST had to feed them. his record was like. 0-10. BLOODY HELL JENWEI! CAN YOU LIKE. NOT RUN INTO THE TOWER THE FIRST THING IN THE GAME. THEN CAN YOU LIKE. NOT FEED THEM?

but during the game, joses said something very funny
Joses (seeing jinjie): I see JJ the jet plane!
(Sim comes out of the shadowy part)
Joses: and Sim Sim the fat plane!

hahah! it sounded damn funny when we were there.

then after that, we went home.

then we played alot of games on hamachi. me, tim, jin and joses played: Footman Frenzy, Blue TD, Pokemaul, X TD, NOTD (night of the dead). then joses went off. then me and jin and tim played jurassic and run kitty run. we own at run kitty run! tim and jin learnt fast. we passed the first lvl in our first try xD. then at somewhere in the second lvl, tim and jin died. then when iwas going to save them, it JUST had to lag! thus, the dog moved and i died =.= they're both not very good at jurassic. but its ok, its not that easy to play. they shall learn ((: i also didn't do too well. i built my campfire too early. and so, it attracted dinosaurs. but what was irritating is that it attracted the big big dinosaur. WTH!!!! not fair =/

today i woke up at like. 1 oclock. hahah. and i have nothing to do. what a boring life i have.

hm. exams might be over. but i don't feel happier in any way Oo. I thought about it, and came up with possible reasons why:
1. I slack so much regularly, this increased amount of slacking doesn't really make a significant difference
2. I'll never feel happy again =/

hm. for the first time in my life, i'm worried about math.

the problem with me is my speed. i'm really worried i can't finish )):

i just had 4 horus of math tuition in a row. omgwtf. my math tutor suddenly decided "i'm going to make john do 3 mock papers today!" (3 mock papers = 6 sections, 3 non calculator sections and 3 calculator secions)

crap lah. and today my hand is freaking tired. theres a dent in my thumb. cause during lit, as usual, for lit, i write a hell lot. theres a sort of dent in my skin cause i gripped my pen too much! as usual, 1 hour 30 min is obviously not enough for lit (there are like 4 questions we have to answer leh! i need 30 min for each question at least.)

well, haha. jonathan ng is actually quite a good invigilator. he colllects the papers in a damn pro manner. we hold it up, and he challenges himself to collect the fastest! he sort of. like. runs when he collects. and hes the first teacher who has fun collecting the papers. and hes in such a rush, he banged into the chairs and the teachers table. haha!

2morow is the end of exams. yet, i don't happy, or at least a sense of anticipation. ARUGH WTH IS WRONG WITH ME )):

hm. i suppose i'll start thinking of studying phy sci now. i might study...soon. in the same manner as i studied life sci last night. hahah everything after 10pm. rush like crap!

quote of the day:
"no cake for you" - Ho Sheng Yung

so thats whats in the future prime ministers mind, eh?

hahah my own quote:
"k-k-k-k-k-k-kaleidoscope!" - John

im not much better.

hm. i tried to study today. i tried to do maths. haha i didn't know a single question until i received a certain sms! hahah!

anyway, i shall tell u a story of what happened

Mum: John! help me look for my pillow. its green. i don't know where it is!
John: walao..can't u sleep with your other pillows?
Mum: no, must look for my green pillow. i can't sleep without it
John: 0o?
*John looks for green pillow. can't find it
John: Are you sure you lost it?
Mum: ya. i dunno how it just disappeared
*John searches for at least 20 min. finally he finds it under the big heavy mattress.
John: How the heck did it get there Oo

hahah! anyway. it took alot of strength to extract. first, i had to pull the whole big fat mattresss aside. then i got stuck under the mattress. then i pulled out the pillow. then i was still stuck under the mattress. so i had the move the mattress away. then i was free. but since i pushed it away, i had no choice but to go and push it back up. its bloody heavy lah. and its too big. damn. now i'm freaking tired )):

all because of one stupid green pillow.

Today, was chinese zuo wen and compre paper.

its quite good. i will pass. cause the zuo wen and the letter had UNDERSTANDABLE questions! thus, everyone was able to write. hahah

then the compre part was amusing. the invigilator (its understandable...the clue of who it is is...high road! hahah acsi guys will know who it is) was really blur. me and bryce did all the questions. then we compared answers for the compre mcq. its like 20 marks. so when we disagreed on any answers, we looked at the passage. if we still disagreed, daryl was the tie breaker! hahah!

i didn't know how to do the last 3 questions. that was bad. and the close passage was difficult. i guessed my way through the whole thing.

oh well. the whole class is going to pass chinese! (HEARD THAT JENWEI?) so that kevin chong koi choy (kckc) is gonna give us macdonalds! whoo!

hm. lameness time.

Question: Did you hear about the man got got his left side cut off?
Answer: Hes all-right now! AHAHAHAHAH lame =.=

haha i made up this one last year.

Question: What did the man say when he saw his best friend in bed with his wife?
Answer: BAD DOG!

WTH IM BLODOY LAME! )):

WHOO! no my geog for the rest of my life! hahah.

english compo was hard. the topics were weird. hahah.

so i had no choice but to choose something about a happy family incident, then something goes wrong.

hahah so the story was like that
1. grandfathers birthday! relatives all come! everyone is soooo happy :D
2. when he was going to blow the birthday cake, he COLLASPED! OH NOOOO!
3. i'm the pro one who kept calm. and my father also. so we call ambulance!
4. everyone is shocked!
5. ambulance comes. brings grandfathers limp form to hospital
6. in hospital, doc says he got severe heart attack. hes going to go for operation. HE MAY DIE! SHIITTTT
7. everyone comes to hospital and waits and feels sad )):
8. i regret not appreciating him before
9. i become sad )):
10. doctor comes. grandfather is DEAD! HAHAHAHAHAH!
11. thus, i become sad )):
12. i learnt a big big lesson! blah blah blah =.=

hm. i felt quite sad while writing this. cause i remember my grandmother, who died this year. damn.

k i have to look on the bright side. theres ONLY chinese paper 1, chinese paper 2, english paper 1, history, lit, lifesci, maths, physci to go. thats ONLY 8 more papers!

hm. geog was half easy, half hard. i screwed up part of it.

oh well, 2morow is time to slack cause its chinese paper 1 and 2 anyway. its impossible to study for it. whee. i'm like so lazy even though im supposed to be working the hardest =.=

as the title suggests, i'm not studying. im hardly studying. compared to ppl like shengyung who knows everything Oo. i really need to get started

2day i got punished during chapel. cause i kept falling asleep. then noreen didn't notice me. cause bchong was absent and bchong is always the one who bothers to see if we're asleep. yea she didn't see that i kept sleeping until we were singing the school anthem. first, she saw that i was not singing. then she noticed that i was asleep. hahahah. but really, i sang the first part. then i fell asleep halfway. hahah timothy said so. i wonder how i fell asleep while standing up.

well, i just screwed up my mep paper. i wrote homophonic texture when its polyphonic? HOW THE HELL DID I NOT NOTICE THAT?! then i said that the higher pitch instrument was a piccolo when its obviously not that kind of tone =.=

oh well, its over. theres nothing i can do about it. i wish i had studied more.

2morow is chinese listening compre. i can speak abit of chinese, but i can't listen to cheem cheem words. i won't understand half of it. i don't know. its gonna be a screw up. oh dear. its like 2 marks a questions lah. im gonna die so badly.

i can't wait until after the exams. ITS LIKE SO FAR AWAY LAH! grr.

today, i earned a new game in soccer. hahah. i'm now called the ks-er! (ks = kill steal, in case u didn't know). cause when defending, i'm like a thief. i'm sneaky. hahah i'm also a thief in maple, so i blame maple for that. like. when ppl do all the work in defending, i just seem to always be in the position where the ball would go to. i have no idea why. i have a sixth sense of what the attacker is gonna do. hahah!

john is confused. and pissed off.

hm. kk i have nothing else to write.